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Saturday, November 27, 2021

Awakening Through Crisis

As I mentioned in my previous post I have been inspired by the Birth the New Earth Summit Over nine one-hour sessions, twenty experts and visionaries in various fields, share their wisdom and passion for doing just that. In the next few Posts I plan to share some highlights from each session. (I highly recommend you sign up and listen yourself if you can. What I share are some of the things that most inspired me and I certainly haven't covered everything!)

 The first episode The Re-birth of People and Planet focussed on awakening through crisis. Most of us would prefer to avoid crisis! But what if we thought of crisis as an opportunity to “wake up” and discover resources we never knew we had? What if crisis was a motivating gift to energise our power to be part of a re-birth?

The Chinese characters for crisis mean danger and opportunity. How appropriate for the current time as we face climate crisis and a global pandemic. Victor Mair, professor of Chinese language, says the characters "represent an incipient moment; a crucial point when something begins or changes.” We have an opportunity to be part of this crucial turning point.

Sometimes this opportunity begins with a personal/spiritual crisis. Each of the four people in this episode  refer to what they called a spiritual emergency as a turning point in their lives which motivated what they are doing now. They name our current crises a Global Spiritual Emergency. The good news is that spiritual emergencies can lead to spiritual awakenings. One told of his spiritual emergency taking him to a place of awe and knowing the one-ness and holiness of all things. (This reminds me of Thomas Merton's experience- and the experiences of many other mystics.)

I can see that many points of crisis in my own life stand out as significant positive turning points. As more of us learn to trust and integrate crisis a groundswell grows that can become a positive tipping point in our global crises.
 
Many years ago I learned about the Butterfly Effect (a very small change in one place can influence a much bigger change at a distance) 
 

and the Hundredth Monkey Effect (when a critical number of people embrace a particular idea or behaviour it quickly becomes widespread). 

I found both fascinating but at the time didn't seriously apply them to my own behaviour. Currently these realities are in sharp focus. The pandemic and the climate crisis demonstrate that even the smallest actions we take affect the whole planet, and its people - for good or ill. As another panelist said: "The future is uncertain and we are all creating it together." That is a challenging reality.

One of the greatest challenges is to avoid being caught in the "mind-virus" of fear and pessimism. If that happens we become part of the problem. We are adding to a groundswell of anger, depression and helplessness. However, fear if faced and integrated can be a motivator to energise new action and creativity. If power is used unconsciously it is destructive and perpetuates the belief that we are separate from each other and from the earth. But we can choose to use the power within us to act creatively with love and compassion for each other and the planet - realising that we are all intricately connected.

Many tiny seeds planted in bare earth become a beautiful garden. What seeds are you choosing to plant?

 

I am hopeful that before too long there will be a "hundredth monkey" tipping point in a positive direction. (And don't forget that butterflies emerge from a constrained chrysalis where everything looks like mush!)

Re-birth of people and planet is possible - each of us has a role in bringing it about!

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Some links to the four panelists in this episode:

Catherine G Lucas



Monday, November 15, 2021

Breathe new life - now!

 This feels like a new chapter in my Blog. I thought of starting a new Blog but decided it’s easier to continue this one. If I had started a new Blog the title of this post would have been the title of the new Blog.

I chose this title because it gives a feeling for what motivates me to write again. Some of the things I’ve been interested in for a long time seem to be coming together synchronistically recently. 

  • Quantam physics
  • Covid crisis
  • Climate crisis
  • Effects of colonialism
  • Indigenous wisdom 
  • Science and spirituality 

My challenge is to distill the interconnectedness of these seemingly random issues into meaningful bites for myself and readers!

So where does breathing fit in? 

Breathing is something we can only do right now. We can’t breathe our previous breath again and we can’t breathe next minute’s breath before next minute arrives.

Breathing involves breathing in and breathing out. As Covid shows us - every breath affects both me and those around me. (This is obvious when sitting near someone smoking). It is also true in less obvious ways. The ideas I take in and absorb affect the things I will say. The attitudes I nurture in myself will affect the atmosphere around me even if I’m not speaking. (We can “feel” anger, joy, disdain, warmth etc).

It may be a surprise to consider that these two simple realities are expressions of quantam reality. 

The only time we have is right now. We can’t ‘re-do’ the past and the future isn’t here yet!

We live in a participatory universe. In other words we are influencing the way life evolves whether we realise it or not!

So “breathe new life now” is an invitation to be aware of what we take in and what we put out. We are not separate beings who can watch from the sidelines of life.

    Resources that are directly or indirectly contributing to my current thinking are:

    The Quantam Revelation: A Radical Synthesis of Science and Spirituality

    Paul Levy (Select books, 2018) 



    Birth the New Earth summit  https://www.birthnewearthsummit.com/





    Wednesday, March 17, 2021

    Here we are again!


     "Here we are again" is a phrase we've used a lot over the past year in relation to COVID lockdowns. I'm using it here for another reason. After writing my Caravan of Selves Blog posts up to June last year it seems a pity to wait another two years before I'm old enough (!) to write the next episode. So "here we are again" or at least here I am again!

    A Blog is a funny thing. It is halfway between private journal entries and very public FaceBook posts. I've missed Blogging, because for me it is a place to keep track of the most important things I want to remember. FaceBook is good for instant moments and photos but (for me at least) not for longer reflections on deeper things.

    So I begin again by copying most of the Christmas letter I sent out at the end of 2020. I find Christmas letters a great way to remember the highlights of a year.

    2020 will be a year to remember…
    The Covid 19 pandemic has influenced almost everyone on the planet in some way. It would be wonderful if love, joy and peace would spread as globally as the virus. Perhaps that is still possible. When we choose to nurture love, joy and peace within our own hearts it permeates in ways seen and unseen.

    We began the year with a wonderful cruise around NZ for seven days. The weather was perfect and the
    cruise took us to some of the most beautiful places in our amazing country. Milford Sound, Akaroa and
    the excellent Waitangi visitor centre were among our favourite places. Little did we know that all too
    soon cruises would be off the agenda for some time. We look back with great gratitude.


    Welcomed onto the Marae at Waitangi

    Arriving in Milford Sound at sunrise


    Beautiful Akaroa Harbour


    Since that carefree beginning this year has been dominated by unexpectedly selling our house and moving into Evelyn Page retirement village!
    Entrance

    The timeline and circumstances of this are quite remarkable. For 18 months or so we had been
    researching possible options for when the time was right to make a move. So one Saturday in February we went to an open day at Evelyn Page village. One of the show apartments was a sunny north-facing apartment with double aspect and both bedrooms opening onto a balcony. We thought it would be an ideal layout if one like that was available when we were ready to move. On Wednesday that week one of Anthea’s supervisees (K) mentioned her son, Andy, and wife and two children were looking to buy in Orewa. They wanted a house pretty much like ours. We explained that we weren’t ready to move just yet – partly because we would need to find an office space for our work. However if the family wanted to look through our place we were happy for them to come as long as they knew it wasn’t yet on the market. On Thursday K texted Anthea to say she and her husband would like to offer us an office space in their home near the beach in Orewa, if/when we did sell ours! On Friday Andy with his wife and children came to look and immediately said they loved the house and would like to buy it if they could!

    We were quite shocked but also aware that something amazing was happening. We made a quick return visit that day to the apartment we had seen a few days before to make sure we still thought it suited us. It did, so we put a hold on it. On Saturday we got an updated appraisal on our house from agents we had used a year before as part of our research. Then on Saturday evening we did all the price negotiating with Andy by text message!! We came to a very happy agreement. On Monday we did the paperwork for the sale of our house and the contract on the apartment.
    Our living area
    Balcony

    So within the space of a week we had sold our house, been offered an office space and put a contract on the apartment we are now living in! All along we had said “We’ll know when the time is right to move.”We certainly didn’t have any doubt!

    All of that happened just before Covid really hit NZ. In a few weeks NZ went into five weeks of total lockdown. This is not a great time to be packing up a whole house, getting rid of at least half our furniture and many books, linens, crockery and other things we couldn’t bring to a small apartment! Of course we couldn’t have anyone come to help with heavy lifting! Op Shops were closed and no-one could come to view or pick up things for sale. It was tough! I found it very stressful physically and emotionally. But we made it. Ponsonby Baptist Church is linked with CORT (Community of Refuge Trust) which houses over 400 people. CORT took all our excess furniture. Women’s Refuge were able to take all our excess linens. These were both classed as essential services. It was wonderful to know that what we couldn’t keep was going to people in real need.

    The settlement date for moving was 7th May. As the Covid situation continued we thought that date
    would have to be extended. But amazingly moving house was possible when Lockdown went down to
    Level 3. This happened ten days before settlement date! It’s almost a “too good to be true” story. But it
    is definitely true and we have been living here now for seven months by the time most of you read this.

    Of course there are adjustments and settling in to be done with such a move. But we have found both
    residents and staff here to be very warm and welcoming. In fact we feel quite spoiled! A great advantage
    is that we are literally “just down the road” from where we lived previously. The environment, shops and
    services are all familiar. We are very happy and grateful.

    The Election has been another major feature of this year. We are so blessed to live in New Zealand! Our
    Prime Minister, Jacinda Ardern, has become a world renowned figure in the way she has managed the
    pandemic here. The landslide victory of the Labour Party in the election is, in part at least, due to this.
    Throughout her whole 3 year term Jacinda has modelled, and called us, to be a culture of kindness, compassion and inclusiveness. There is much hope for “peace on earth and goodwill to all people” under such leadership. But it takes us all to make it happen. Jacinda repeatedly
    called us “the team of five million”. 
    Doing my bit in the "team of five million"!


    Family news includes the joy of new birth and the challenges of aging.
    My niece Lydia and husband Phil are the proud parents of an adorable son, Oscar!
    Oscar Andrew Miller


    Anthea and I between us have five siblings (plus spouses) between the ages of 75 and 84! Supporting
    where we can and observing the reality of various levels of need, makes us very grateful we have been
    able to move here before we have significant health or disability needs.

    Over the summer we plan a few days in Tauranga before Christmas to visit family members and four
    days of retreat at the Tyburn Monastery on the outskirts of Auckland. Apart from that we will enjoy day
    trips and “support local” – which is not difficult to do in this beautiful country!

    None of us know what 2021 will bring but hopefully we will all be ready to enjoy each day with gratitude,
    trust and love.

    Saturday, June 20, 2020

    Caravan of Selves 11: 64-70 Years 2008-2015


    Now I'm in the era of digital photos it is harder than ever to keep these seven year segments brief!
    So photos and brief comments will have to do for this segment.

    2009
    Northland Holiday - what a beautiful part of our country. We were blessed with equally beautiful weather!




    I took up Nordic Walking for exercise. It was well worth participating in a series of eight classes to get the correct technique.

     After ten years in our house it was in need of some maintenance on the fascia and soffits (new vocabulary to learn!).

    My work in spiritual direction and supervision continued. Ministry opportunities in Anglican training courses and SGM programmes were also a regular part of life in these years.

    I enjoyed a newly established book club with people from our church. We read a book each month and met to discuss it. In November we choose books for the following year. It was a great time of in-depth discussion on books I might never have come across otherwise. I've always been an avid reader and this group also developed closer relationships with the other group members. It was my version of a nourishing "home group"!

    The first retreat with Cynthia Bourgeault was also a very richly nourishing experience. This first retreat was based on her first book on Centering Prayer.  Since then I have benefitted from all Cynthia's books and several more retreats.
    Then another wonderful holiday with my friend of many years - Marg Schrader. We enjoyed a week on The Sunshine Coast of Queensland.


    As I've got older I have become more and more passionate about issues of social justice and have tried to play a small part in organisations that support change. Attending peace walks or peaceful protests was not a part of my upbringing but joining marches is a physical reminder that my presence adds to the corporate message. It is a tangible way of "walking the talk".


    In 2010 there were several significant birthdays. My friend Barb Hooper turned 60. Barb had a serious stroke many years earlier and has limited ability to speak. A wonderful party for her included a totally silent performance of drumming. We all participated with not a single word spoken by the stage group. 



    I turned 65. Gold Card age! I asked family and friends not to give me any presents but to buy a "Gift of Hope" or  a "Good Gift" from one of the many organisations that promote this practice.

    I was delighted to receive dozens of cards signifying such gifts. 

    Another friend, Aynsley, turned 70 the same year. She organised a Kayaking trip from Puhoi to Wenderholm and invited some of us to join her. It was a delightful way to share in showing that 70 isn't too old to enjoy a new physical adventure!

    The final special birthday was Anthea's mother turning 100! A lovely afternoon tea was arranged at Cedar Manor rest home where she lived.



    Also in 2010 I was able to attend another SDI conference. This time it was in San Francisco where I met one of my heroes in the faith, Brother David Steindl-Rast. After the SDI conference I joined some others of us for a retreat at The Mercy Centre retreat house in Burlingame 

    Golden Gate Bridge

    Brother David with his friend and 'minder' Anthony Chavez 

    Labyrinth at Mercy Centre

    2010 and 2011 Saw some tragic events in NZ. In November 2010 the Pike River mine exploded killing 29 men. Then in 2011 a major earthquake devastated Christchurch killing 185 people. 
    These events were a sobering reminder that we never know what any day will bring.
    “We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the
    present time.” Romans 8:22


    2011 was a year of overseas friends coming to visit. 
    Ruth and Dawn from Brisbane

    With Maureen and Sandra from England
    Carla at our place for Christmas

    Anthea at lookout on our Coromandel holiday.


    In June 2011 I began this Blog! Interesting now to look back at what I posted then.

    2012
    In June 2012 Anthea turned 60. We didn't do very well with many photos!

    In November I spent three week in Chiang Mai, Thailand at Seven Fountains retreat centre. This was a wonderful time of reconnecting with David Townsend who had been my director on the 30 day retreat in Wales in 1988. He is now part of the team at Seven Fountains.

    With Fr.David Townsend.

    Being a tourist!
    2012 was also the year both my older siblings celebrated 50 years of marriage! A wonderful milestone and a tribute to the stable loving families they were brought up in and continue for their own children and grandchildren.
    L-R Marty, Merrie, Sheila, Carla, Gwenyth,
    Peter.


    2013
    Writing a chapter on my faith journey for a book to be published in May 2014. 
    I called my chapter: Concentric Circles of Faith.

    More holidays, more inspiring conferences and rich opportunities to deepen and expand my faith. What  rich and privileged life I have lived. I've been re-reading my own Blog posts for 2013. There are 60 posts! 

     More holidays:
    Beautiful Adelaide - holiday with Helena

    Melbourne turned on rain every single day! A lot of time spent in the city!




    The privilege of  attending a conference in Auckland with Ilia Delio - an amazing scientist and theologian

    Ilia Delio - an amazing scientist and theologian.

    “God is … the future who holds open in the present moment
    the radical possibilities of love.”
    Ilia Delio The Unbearable Wholeness of Being

    2014 - 63 Posts for this year! Probably the most significant event of the year was deciding to sell our house in Torbay. After five Open Homes and not selling at auction - we sold the following day to exactly the right couple. We had enjoyed15 very happy years in this house and location. 

    At the end of October we moved to our next much loved  house and location in Orewa.
    43 Chesterfield Way

    The lake behind our house.


    2015 - 75 Posts for this year so I won't attempt a summary. I'll end this very long post with a short poem from my journal in February 2015:

    peeling bark reveals
    a smooth new surface ready
    to be written on

    allow bark to peel
    from all the old life layers
    smooth freshness awaits

    That's appropriate not only for the transition to a new home and location but also to this particular Blog Post. In the Caravan of Selves episodes I now need to wait until I reach 77 years of age to write the next chapter. That will occur in in 2022. So watch this space! I may add other "normal" Posts between now and then - who knows!